It’s been an almost solid 2 months since I last blogged,
which is really kind of crazy when I think about all the things that have
happened since my last post in December.
Of course I’ve been running, working out, and eating delicious,
healthy foods. I made my own stuffed acorn squash, and found a new neighborhood
Chinese takeout place with a special “health & diet” section!
(Homemade!)
(Tried Sweetgreen for the first time in DC too!)
But I’ve also been traveling, drinking, and eating things
like candied bacon and pumpkin doughnut bread pudding with bourbon ice cream. I
also spent an entire day in bed, and only got up to go to a bar for football,
beer and nachos.
(This dessert was unreal and one night we ordered 3 of them...)
I wish I could say the healthy lifestyle choices and green
juices were outweighing the not-so-healthy choices, but in reality, last Friday
I covered a 7-11 Boston Cream Donut in Nutella.
So there’s that. There’s also definitely some extra lbs thanks to my
choices…
There’s also the fact that I’m in the process of moving, I
was traveling for the majority of January, and have another trip coming up in
February. Oh right, and that marathon training thing is happening (kind of, but
more on that later). Excuses, excuses, I know.
(I really shouldn't complain about traveling when I get to see things like THIS!)
But I recently received an email that someone had commented
on the blog, and that comment gave me the kick in my pants that I needed to get
back into this blog. This commenter was a self-described new runner and food
lover and they asked me to please start blogging again, because they had just
discovered my blog. How could I not? So thank you, commenter, for letting me
know that someone out there wanted to read what I have to say about two of my
favorite things- fitness & food :)
To be honest, nowadays running hasn’t given me that feeling
of being on top of the world that it used it. In fact, most days at the end of
a run I just want to scream and cry in frustration. Something that used to be
effortless and enjoyable has become something that is painful and stressful as
I try to train for a marathon that my body doesn’t seem to want to run. I’ll
get into the specifics of my plagued body parts in a separate post, but
needless to say, it’s been disheartening.
(Only 2 weeks into marathon training and I ended up HERE. Ugh)
Luckily, I am surrounded by positive people who make me
smile and who share my love of not only exercise, but life. My running buddies
have become so much more. They’re there waiting for me at Engineer’s Gate for a
5 mile run after a blizzard, they’re there waiting for me at Engineer’s Gate at
6:30 a.m. for some pre-work intervals, they’re there to walk 6 miles uphill
with my mattress, bookshelves, and entire wardrobe, they’re there when I really
need a freaking drink at the end of the week, and they’re there when I really
need a mimosa Saturday morning at brunch.
(We like running)
(AND we like unlimited sangria and tacos!)
Having people like that makes it easier to handle life’s
frustrations and stresses. And makes it easier to handle how, on some days, I
am so dang ready I am to throw the towel in on this marathon.
But like JackRabbit’s Instagram account reminded me this
morning, “It’s rare when everything lines up and you feel invincible during
your run. That happened to us today- and we want you to chase that feeling too.”
And that’s what keeps me going. Because I have to believe that one of these
days, everything’s going to click and I’m going to have a great run. Runs like
that don’t happen every day, but I’ve had my share of them and I can still
remember each and every one. It’s worth every single painful, difficult, shitty
step for the feeling of one effortless, happy run.
Here’s to hoping it happens soon. I could really use it!
